parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Retarded Sheep" for 100 Listening To: My Own Story by Dow Jones and the Industrials I just came back from the Wizard of Oz practice and Hannah came in about a half of an hour early. So she decides to watch me act! I was so fucking embarrassed! Not only did she see me act, but she saw me sing!! I could have fucking killed myself right in that damn church where we reherse becuase of Hannah. I'm not mad at her, but I am...um...how do you say...Embarrassed!! I need to fall asleep asap because I got like -4 hours of sleep last night. I have tried to count sheep, but my mother fucking a.d.d prevents me from the sheep to go over the hurdles! I count to like 8 sheep and then I picture one fucking retarded sheep getting caught on the hurddle and I can't get him off!!! Its like my mind is on pause and I get agrivated at myself! I am like "Move along you MOTHER FUCKING SHEEP!!! Your holding up not only all the other sheep, but the final sheep that will put me in a deep sleep!! MOVE!!" My a.d.d make it so that I can't even control what I am thinking. I love you a.d.d. ACTUALLY YOU FUCKING SUCK!!! 10:18 p.m. - 03-30-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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