parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 5 Days Until My Birthday Listening To: At your Funeral by Saves The Day I'm in E period right now...bored as all hell. I am making about two new templates and I am also making a template website as soon as possible because I want to. I think this diary template is starting to get boring...very boring. I am using a lot of exploding dog pictures in my diary templates I am making. I love them so much. But, I need to find a good catchy name for the template website. Sign my guestbook with ideas please, if you have any. Anyhoo, I am depressed. I am not going to try to fight it anymore, it is not worth it. I just fucking hate my family so fucking much that I wish I could run away to somwhere like new york city and live by myself somwhere where my parents or my family cannot find me. This sucks right now. I am going to get out of track practice today becuase I want to go to Marblehead and hang with ben and chuck and other people. Yesterday, I had a track meet in Beverly. I ran the 100m and came in 3rd out of six people and I also ran the 200m and came in 2nd out of four people. I was in the middle in both races. I just im just average. Damn. That is exactly what I don't want to be when it comes to being talented. I wish that I had this wonderful talent that everyone will marvel about. I wish somone would talk about me, saying that I am the best, or I am the greatest. I am just average, and that sucks my fucking ass. I am going to listen to another song. Listening To: Swing, Swing by The All American Rejects Moving on. I am so fucking bored right now and I can't take my fucking life anymore. Why can't I have some excitement. Well, I will in 5 days because it will be April 20. AND IT WILL BE MY BIRTHDAY!!! WOOHOO. Julia and I are going to buy eachother gold memberships in diaryland and it'll rock so much. I think I am going to New York City with Julia. It will be the greatest vacation EVER!!! Oh my god, I can't even type how excited I am right now. No words can describe it. We will go to times square and buy EVERYTHING in the mtv store. EVERYTHING!! And then they will ask me to go on the Real World and I would gladly accept, but it's possible and I am obviosly old enough. Why can't I be happy? Can you answer it? I can't. Life better get better or I will shoot it...really hard...it better bleed... 11:48 a.m. - 04-15-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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