parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- North Or South? Listening To: Letters To God by Boxcar Racer Came back from my mothers house. I had a wonderful time. I finally saw my sister and her two daughters (my nieces). They are so fucking cute. I haven't seen them or my sister for 2 years, so this was a big big treat. I only got to see them for a couple of hours 'cause I had to come back down to Swampscott so that I can wake up tomorrow and go to Dunkin Donuts to work. I miss my mother so much. I love her to death. She and I have the most amazing relationship. Oh god, do I love my mum. When she moves to North Carolina I am juggling the idea of moving down with her. That would mean that I would get a fresh start in life and live with my mother and also live right next to my sister and her two daughters. But that also means that I would be leaving Ben, Chuck, Julia, Kelly, Mike and everyone else. I would have to adjust to a new school and make new friends. And also, I would probably not get the internet for long. I dunno. Somtimes I think that I want to leave everyone behind, but I don't want to lose somthing that I have established for years. And people down there have southern accents. I dunno what to do know. All I know is that I need to make the biggest dicesion of my life: Massachusetts with my Dad or North Carolina with my Mom. Oh god, this is gunna be tough... 10:19 p.m. - 07-30-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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