parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tsongas Arena Or Bust Listening To: The Quiet Things That Noone Ever Knows by Brand New I got the new Dashboard Confessional CD. I love it. And speaking of Dashboard Confessional, I am going with Julia to the Tsongas Arena on September 6 the see them live! I am so fucking excited. I am also gunna see Brand New, and I might get backstage passes! I doubt it though, seeing is that the only I could get the passes is being picked by Brand New out of this contest thing. I hope I get it though. Brand New is letting two fans get backstage passes for the venu that they are going to. So two passes will be handed out at every concert, so I think I might have a good chance, hopefully. I haven't seen Julia since I saw here for two seconds at The Elks concert like two weeks ago. I miss her so much. I just came back from Mike's house. Ben, Mike, and I sat around for hours, watching home videos of them when they were 12. It's hilarious. They have some funny stuff in those tapes. Good times. But I had to go, so I left and here I am. I cannot wait for this concert! I don't know. It's late at night, I am gunna stay up 'cause of my fucking medication and how it give me insomnia.t's amazing how my moods can change with the flick of a switch. I was having such a great time at Mike's house and I come home and I am wicked sad. I feel like I am bored with life. Like there is nothing I can do. I feel like life is not going to get better anytime soon. I wanna do somthing tomorrow, but I don't even have any idea on what to do! I wish I was famous. I wish I could walk down the street and people would run up to me and ask me if I am really myself. I wanna hand out signatures and I wanna take pictures of fans and live life to the fullest. I dunno. Maybe I'll never get to the top of my game. Maybe being famous isn't cut-out for me. Maybe I'll work a 9-to-5 job at some subshop. I am so fucking lost. I need to find my path and follow it, but one of my biggest fears is finding out what is at the end of it. 12:34 a.m. - 08-15-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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