parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've Gone Too \"Mainstream\"... Listening To: Morning Calls by Dashboard Confessional It's early in the morning and I am awake. This is a huge thing for me right now 'cause I have had so much trouble sleeping these past weeks that I usually got to sleep at 2:00 A.M. and wake up at 1:30 P.M. It's not fun. The only reason why I got up today was because my father gave me my Aderal at 8:00, while I was still sleeping. What Aderal does is treat my oh-so-wondeful A.D.D. Side effects are extremly tniy appetite and insomnia. So my Aderal woke me up at 9:00. Yeah, I'm bored. I kinda have nothing to write about. I have been seriously considering not writing in this diary anymore because I hasn't helped me at all in any way, it has only made everything worse. And everyone reads it. I have had people, that I have never known, come up to me saying that they had read my diary! It's just gotten to be a stupid, disorganized problem that I don't wanna deal with. The only reason why I am still writing in this diary is because I have had it for so long that I don't want to...basically...quit. I don't wanna quit writing in it because I have been working pretty hard on it the past year that I don't want to lose all those late night/early morning work on templates. Oh I don't know. Maybe I should just stop writing in it altogether. I hate how everyone is reading it now... 9:16 a.m. - 08-19-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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