parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Breathing Paradox Listening To: The Long Goodbye by Vendetta Red God. I hate having my diary locked. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. But it not only gets my family away from my diary, it gets other people who I don't want to see my diary away from it. So, I guess this is a good move... I have been really distant from everyone lately. I don't know why. I have been hanging out with my older step-brother a lot lately. He has a camcorder and we are videotaping ourselves doing funny shit. I look at myself on the television screen and I want to cry. I am friggin disgusting. I don't understand how my friends can look at me and actually like me as a person. I cannot believe what I see on the T.V. I am the type of person that I would hate. I am a living oxymoron. 10:56 p.m. - 10-01-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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