parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Phone Is Always Dead To Me Listening To: Cars And Calories by Saves The Day Um. Yeah. I guess this weekend could quite possibly be the greatest weekend of my life. It was just amazing. It started out with saterday morning when Chuck, Julia, Ben, and I kiddnapped Mike from his bed and took him to this girls' (Kristen) house where we hung him on a tree. It was his birthday so we decided to kidnap him. It was amazing. Later that day we went to Chuck's Father's house on the beach. It was Julia, Chuck, Mike, Ben, Kristen, Krista, Jess and I and there was no adults at this amazing beach house. It was just so much fun. That day also was the very last concert at The Elks Club because the concert before this one was when somone got hit by a car right in front of the Club. The concert was a lot of fun. I met this really cool girl there named Marisa. She is a friend of Sarah, a girl who is basically going on and off of Ben. She is a really nice girl. More on her later. Sunday. Work, then I went to Chuck's Mother's house with her and Sarah and Ben. It wasn't all that fun 'cause Chuck and her I guess are starting to have feelings for eachother 'cause they were hooking up on the same bed as Sarah and Ben when they were hooking up. That left me on Chucks computer chair. Alone. Very alone. I just kept looking at them and it just disgusted me. I was embarrased that I didn't have anyone. I was angry. I just wanted someone so much and they are there, loving eachother. I have feelings for her. Yeah. It's really cool how Chuck can want Kristen to go out with him one night and then he can be kissing somone I like another. Chuck and I met her at the same time, which just shows that Chuck is better then me. I hate it. Why can't I have someone like that!?! I want her. She IM'd me just now. I guess I just suggested that she should go out with Chuck. I dunno, I guess I am just selfish. It would tear me to pieces. 9:13 p.m. - 10-06-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||