parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Incommunicado To The Outside World Listening To: Soco Ameretto Lime by Brand New Yeah, I'm still grounded. Two weeks form today was when I was first grounded and I still have another week. It sucks. I missed my friends concert Saterday. I heard it was a huge flop though, so I'm not that mad. My friends did well, everyone else stunk I heard. I have been so sad these past days. I think it's because I have been a prisoner in my own house by my father. The only conact with the outside world is that of the telephone and I can't take it anymore. I want to see my friends. I want to get out of my friggin house!!! I am sneaking on the computer by the way. I can't go onto the internet mind you. It sucks. I haven't been myself for a long time. I think I could be starting to head into one of my really bad moods that lasts for weeks at a time. I hate it. I hate myself. I've made mistakes and I can't take thme back. I just wanna hang out with my friends so much and hear them play on the third floor and thake picture of everything and shit. It's not fun having a monoarchy as a father. I just want to escape and pretend that I am happy, because I know that all happiness is is the ignorant mask that gives you hope that your life might be alright... 2:52 p.m. - 11-17-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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