parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your Average Parker Listening To: Soco Amaretto Lime by Brand New I'm just sad. I can't create a better word because I know the word "sad" describes it best. It's that immature depression. It's that 24-hour flu type sadness. It's sucks, and I am starting to get it every time I step one foot onto this High School. I think I might just expect more out of life and it's not up to par for me. I has never been and it don't think it will ever be. I think I alway expect more out of not only the world but especially myself. I get these highs when I am with my friends, hanging in Boston or lying on a bedroom floor and when I return to A period on Monday I realize the life is just a day-by-day existance. There is almost no chance I will make a difference in this world, so why should I try anyway. No one is or will be affected by me. I'm a no one. Your average Parker. I'll never ever live up to myself. And that's not a healthy life to live... 9:31 a.m. - 02-09-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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