parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ode To Mumma Listening To: Float On by Modest Mouse This entry is all about you mom. I love you like nobody could ever love. I understand that we all make mistakes and you be staying permanently in North Carolina and that sends a stake in my heart. You are the reason I live mum and I cannot ask for another person as my mother. We cry the same and I realized that when we were talking just a bit ago. We cry and we look and we think and we are the same. You're such a wonderful human being and it feels so terrible to have you so far away from me. It tears at my heart and I am happy that your life is starting to get much better from that horrible car accident. Mine isn't getting better. Your so far away from me mum. Please come home to me mum. Please come home mum. I am crying like you mumma, can't you hear me? Can't you hear me mum. I'll keep that promise with me forever and don't you break it. I can't stop thinking about all the wonderful times we have spent together when I was young. When we made ginger bread houses at the old house. And how you took me to the willows and I had the time of my life with you. I remember how one day we spent the whole day together, just you and I. We went to the movies and Santa Claus was sold out so we saw a different movie and I remember how you used to decorate the Christmas Tree in only black, white, and silver. It was so beautiful and I have vivid memories of your christmas trees. I have vivid memories of you mom. I just want to see you right now so much and kiss you. I want you to say "I love ya Paahkee" in that mild boston accent. You are such a wonderful individual mum and I know that you are not perfect, but you know how much I am proud of you. It tears me apart to hear you cry on the phone and that I can't hug you and that I can't see you. I just want to be with you mum. I need to move down with you. It's decided. 4:08 p.m. - 05-28-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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