parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Damn, Do I Not Like You At All Right Now. Listening To: The Best Deceptions by Dashboad Confessional (It gets me in the writing mood. Yeah, i'm corny) Wow, was this weekend ruined this afternoon. Yesterday was my very, very, very last preformance of the Wizard of Oz. I was a tad emotional. I didn't cry or anything, but I was about to. It just, I have never worked so hard on somthing in my life. I was so fucking responsible and consistant with the rehearsals and everything. I gave my fucking heart to this play. Wait...I...don't...have...a...heart... Well, after the play I went directly to Ben's house to go to the Matrix with him, Mike, Julia, Kelly, and Marisa. Marisa is a good friend of mine whom I have been attending school with for the past 6 years (this year ended the streak because I moved to Swampscott). Honestly, she is one of the funniest girl I have ever met. Anyhoo, we got to the mall to watch the movie and Kelly straigt off doens't want to watch the Matrix, which is no biggie to me, because it was really not my problem at all. Well, it became my problem when Kelly and Marisa begged me to leave the theater. I finally gave in and we left, sitting in the huge movie lobby, waiting for Ben, Mike, and Julia to come out of a movie I really wanted to see. So, basically, all we did was look at girls and commented on how hot they were. Well, at least I was commenting on how hot they were. Marisa and Kelly were complaining on how skinny they were, and how "pretty" they were. Well, and hour goes by and Julia, Mike, and Ben come out of the theater, blown away about how awsome the was. Oh yeah, and Mike finally confessed to Julia his "undying love." I honestly think it would go TWO WAYS (*coughIhatemarisakellyandjuliacough*). One way would be the good way: they eventually liking eachother and hooking-up and whatnot. The other would be the bad way: their friendship would become really akward since Julia would not like Mike everything would go awry. I would hope fate would chose the good way, even though when they break-up, the good way could change into the bad way. ... Yeah, I think WAY too much... Anyhoo, to today. Also known as one-fucking-shitass day. I slept over Kelly's last night (I slept on a Laz-e-Boy and, suprizingly, it was quite comfortable to sleep on). I had to wake up at 8:45 a.m. though because I arranged to volunteer in this track race in Swampscott. So my dad picked my ass up and drove me to the race. I volunteered. Yippee-Yahoo. Then the race ended and I went back to Kelly's house. Suprizingly, Marisa and Julia left for some reason, so it was only me and Kelly. So Kelly asked me if I would help clean her room with her. I thought in my head, "no biggie; just some organizing, vacuuming, and bed-making and we are done." I gadly accepted. Which was the worst desicion I have EVER made in my life. When Kelly ment clean, she meant taking every single hanger with cloths on it out of her closet and then placing them back. Then cleaning all her pillow cases and sheets, then taking out all of her pajamas in her huge dresser and refold them and put them back in her dresser, then organizing her closet, then organizing the top of her dresser, then vacuuming her room, then killing Parker because he didn't know what he got himself into. And that isn't even the worst of my day today. While I was agonizingly taking apart her dresser, good old Julia comes into Kelly's house. Before Julia came over, Kelly was thanking me here and there about helping her clean her room. But NOT when Julia's around. The second Julia walks in, Kelly becomes the biggest bitch alive to me. Telling me I wasn't cleaning at all, scolding me for not knowing how to fold certain cloths, stupid shit like that. Well, push came to shove and we got into this pretty big verbal fight, me eventually leaving her house in the pouring rain and waiting for the train for two hours in order to get home. All I wanted to do after the fight was write a huge fucking hate entry to Kelly in this diary. But, I dont even want to take the time in doing it. She really isn't worth the time and effort for me to write a huge hate entry after that fight. All I want to say about it is that it is going to take a long fucking time to ever forgive Kelly after the shit she said to me. "OH WHY DON'T YOU GO RUN OFF AND LISTEN TO DAHBOARD CONFESSIONAL. WOULDN'T THAT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER!" "WELL, AT LEAST BEN DOESN'T TALK BEHIND MY BACK" "YOU ALWAYS OVER EXAGGERATE EVERYTHING! I LIKED YOU MORE WHEN YOU DIDN'T STICK UP FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL!" I never had to help you clean your room. I never had to miss a whole fucking movie just to hang out with you. Don't bite the hand that (at least tries to) feed you. You'll only get bit back in the end... 10:18 p.m. - 05-26-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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