parkplace's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Parker's Best Friend Listening To: Konstantine by Somthing Corporate My dog, Oscar, died today. He lives with my brother and my mother up in New Hampshire. He knicked the back wheel of a truck. His head wasn't crush or anything, but he was whipped and thrown across the street. He died in my brothers arms this morning. I have been crying ever since I came home from my friends house at 8:00. I miss him so much. I just wanna hug him, you know? I wanna say goodbye to him because he was such a nice and funny dog. I am so happy that he went out this week at least though, because last Sunday was the first time in which I really, really bonded with him. I played with him all weekend long, not knowing what would happen today. Just thinking about memories of him tears at my heart- this winter, the lake my mother lives on was frozen solid. One day I grabbed oscar and his blue bone and I threw it as far as I could across the pond and he ran as fast as his little legs could hold and once he grasped that bone he slid about 10 feet. It was so funny and he loved it. I loved him. I love him. He was such a good dog. Such a nice dog. I love how he just lay down on my bed and just stare at me and I pet him all morning and he loved it. I love him so fucking much and he didn't deserve to go through that pain of dying. God, just to think that he was fighting to much to live. To die is so sudden is so horrible. He is a member of my family and for somone like that to die is devistating. I really miss my dog Oscar. He never deserved to die. 10:59 p.m. - 03-17-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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